Bonne Journée!: happiness in life :)

Finally, I'm back ^^
The holiday was over, I felt so upset...
I really love this holiday actually,
When finally I released all my stress, and try to accept my life... :)
Many things I have learned, especially "how to see happiness in life"
I might damn emo-ing for long time already...
I forced my self to stop but the result is zero... :(
But yesterday, when I delayed on my flight...
I have a lot time to think clearly...
What's happiness actually, and I found happiness is in my life already...
Lose people who I love the most, just made me couldn't accept the reality
My life that last time I thought as happiness, it might just part of a life's scene
I never can respect what I have that actually the real happiness...
How many times I tried to pursue, I still couldn't find it, cause that happiness actually is in my life...
- My parents, although I couldn't communicate with my dad well, but they always be there...and never let me falling down :)
- Friends, all my hometown friends and Malaysia's friends that always support me...
- Last and the biggest happiness, I still have God who catch me back from the darkness... :)
I'm proudly saying that "YES, I'M HAPPY AND BLESSED"
If there's song "my life would sucks without u", I will change it to "my life won't sucks without u"
Feeling can't be forced, I won't force my self to forget forgive or anything...
I just want to experience my life :)
I don't want to take stress on study, love, career and life...cause today has its own difficulties, and so on...time goes on, at the end all people will die :p

Anyway, I want to show u some picts from my holiday ^^