h o l i d a y please never E N D !!!!!

Happy Deepavali day for all my Indian friends!! hahahaha....
Today, we had a short trip to Genting with some new Indonesian students...
Not much stories for today... Just prevent my "emo" comes :p
Anyway, Genting was damn cold today!! >,<

we bought the same shirt : "I<3KL" ^^d

New Indonesian students (except the yellow one :p)

Genting was so windy and cold ToT can't play at outdoor arena :p

First time we hang out with Reni

Fool around :p

Indoor arena =.=''

NARCISSISM does not a sin right ?? LOL 

Now I really prefer my usual fringe, STRAIGHT!!!! 

@ Cable Car, was so dizzy to look down :p

SONGS of the day :




1 :100


One day, a young guy and a young girl fell in love.
But the guy came from a poor family. The girl’s parents weren’t too happy.
So the young man decided not only to court the girl but to court her parents as well. In time, the parents saw that he was a good man and was worthy of their daughter’s hand.
But there was another problem: The man was a soldier. Soon, war broke out and he was being sent overseas for a year. The week before he left, the man knelt on his knee and asked his lady love, “Will you marry me?” She wiped a tear, said yes, and they were engaged. They agreed that when he got back in one year, they would get married.
But tragedy struck. A few days after he left, the girl had a major vehicular accident. It was a head-on collision.
When she woke up in the hospital, she saw her father and mother crying. Immediately, she knew there was something wrong.
She later found out that she suffered brain injury. The part of her brain that controlled her face muscles was damaged. Her once lovely face was now disfigured. She cried as she saw herself in the mirror. “Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster.” Her body was also covered with so many ugly wounds.
Right there and then, she decided to release her fiancé from their promise. She knew he wouldn’t want her anymore. She would forget about him and never see him again.
For one year, the soldier wrote many letters—but she wouldn’t answer. He phoned her many times but she wouldn’t return her calls.
But after one year, the mother walked into her room and announced, “He’s back from the war.”
The girl shouted, “No! Please don’t tell him about me. Don’t tell him I’m here!”
The mother said, “He’s getting married,” and handed her a wedding invitation.
The girl’s heart sank. She knew she still loved him—but she had to forget him now.
With great sadness, she opened the wedding invitation.
And then she saw her name on it!
Confused, she asked, “What is this?”
That was when the young man entered her room with a bouquet of flowers. He knelt beside her and asked, “Will you marry me?”
The girl covered her face with her hands and said, “I’m ugly!”
The man said, “Without your permission, your mother sent me your photos. When I saw your photos, I realized that nothing has changed. You’re still the person I fell in love. You’re still as beautiful as ever. Because I love you!”

This story was so touch me... Is there any guy in this world who like that guy?? :p 
I think I have been naive about that >,< hahahahaha
But, there's still 1% chance over 100% boys in this world :p




it's worth :D


"Hi, I'm-"

"I know who you are."

"You do?"

"You're the guy who thinks he's invisible."

"I have a name-"

"It isn't important. Because you really don't think it's important."

"All right. Since we've started out this way, let me just tell you, I know you too."

"Yeah?"

"You're the girl who is broken."

"I am not broken."

"You're the girl whose eyes close every night and open the next morning, only to find you have never slept at all."

"I sleep well. Besides-"

"You're the girl who dreams of a happy ending even though she has seen seventeen...no, eighteen unhappy ones in her eighteen years."

"Happy endings are over rated. And you're-"

"You're the girl who wants something bigger, something stronger, just so the weakness in her body becomes something so much more."

"You don't understand weakness the way-"

"You're the girl whose heart broke when she was so young, and she fixed it back together with superglue, but cannot ignore the cracks."

"Superglue makes for a good companion, especially when-"

"You're the girl who runs away from love and is always up for a good fight because anger is the only emotion she can deal with without being hurt."

"A fight makes me stronger."

"You're the girl whose eyes shine only when they are as intense as they can ever be."

"And when is that?"

"When you're telling someone you know exactly who they are before they can even know your name."





it just untitled :P

The new semester has begun... I think it will be tougher than previous semesters... :(
But I believe I can pass it :) ameen...!!!
Unbelievable, It's been 2+ years since the first time I came here... All is just like an illusion...
Time goes so fast, and just fade away...
I didn't lie my self, I scared about future...
2 more semesters and I will go from this step of life already...
I hate to meet a new people, cause every meet always has farewell...
I hate the fact that I have to adapt again with new environment at future... :P
Every 3 years, I have to adapt with new environment, and it's getting worse since I was here...
I don't know how many times I have to face "adaptation" again! =.=''

Well, in fact I know it's a life...
And life is all about art, filled by creation...
Every unexpected things that happened in my life, is a miracle..
I have to say thank you for God...
Cause He let me feel the real life... :)
I respect what I have now...and I really thankful for everything in my life...
I have learned a lot, but I still have to learn again...
Hope someday I'll be wise enough to choose my fate...
We should not surrender with fate, but we fight for it :)
God bless you all ^^d




NOTE : GLEE 3 have available to download!!!! :P



SONGS for this week :






happiness in life :)

Finally, I'm back ^^
The holiday was over, I felt so upset...
I really love this holiday actually,
When finally I released all my stress, and try to accept my life... :)
Many things I have learned, especially "how to see happiness in life"
I might damn emo-ing for long time already...
I forced my self to stop but the result is zero... :(
But yesterday, when I delayed on my flight...
I have a lot time to think clearly...
What's happiness actually, and I found happiness is in my life already...
Lose people who I love the most, just made me couldn't accept the reality
My life that last time I thought as happiness, it might just part of a life's scene
I never can respect what I have that actually the real happiness...
How many times I tried to pursue, I still couldn't find it, cause that happiness actually is in my life...
- My parents, although  I couldn't communicate with my dad well, but they always be there...and never let me falling down :)
- Friends, all my hometown friends and Malaysia's friends that always support me...
- Last and the biggest happiness, I still have God who catch me back from the darkness... :)
I'm proudly saying that "YES, I'M HAPPY AND BLESSED"
If there's song "my life would sucks without u", I will change it to "my life won't sucks without u"
Feeling can't be forced, I won't force my self to forget forgive or anything...
I just want to experience my life :)
I don't want to take stress on study, love, career and life...cause today has its own difficulties, and so on...time goes on, at the end all people will die :p

Anyway, I want to show u some picts from my holiday ^^



Twins <3
besties <3
short hair is better for me :p
@ Jogja's hotel :p
Cafe du Chocolat'
Platinum Chocolate Fondue :)))
Kitty Lover ever <3


Wednesday, 26 October 2011

h o l i d a y please never E N D !!!!!

Happy Deepavali day for all my Indian friends!! hahahaha....
Today, we had a short trip to Genting with some new Indonesian students...
Not much stories for today... Just prevent my "emo" comes :p
Anyway, Genting was damn cold today!! >,<

we bought the same shirt : "I<3KL" ^^d

New Indonesian students (except the yellow one :p)

Genting was so windy and cold ToT can't play at outdoor arena :p

First time we hang out with Reni

Fool around :p

Indoor arena =.=''

NARCISSISM does not a sin right ?? LOL 

Now I really prefer my usual fringe, STRAIGHT!!!! 

@ Cable Car, was so dizzy to look down :p

SONGS of the day :




Tuesday, 25 October 2011

1 :100


One day, a young guy and a young girl fell in love.
But the guy came from a poor family. The girl’s parents weren’t too happy.
So the young man decided not only to court the girl but to court her parents as well. In time, the parents saw that he was a good man and was worthy of their daughter’s hand.
But there was another problem: The man was a soldier. Soon, war broke out and he was being sent overseas for a year. The week before he left, the man knelt on his knee and asked his lady love, “Will you marry me?” She wiped a tear, said yes, and they were engaged. They agreed that when he got back in one year, they would get married.
But tragedy struck. A few days after he left, the girl had a major vehicular accident. It was a head-on collision.
When she woke up in the hospital, she saw her father and mother crying. Immediately, she knew there was something wrong.
She later found out that she suffered brain injury. The part of her brain that controlled her face muscles was damaged. Her once lovely face was now disfigured. She cried as she saw herself in the mirror. “Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster.” Her body was also covered with so many ugly wounds.
Right there and then, she decided to release her fiancé from their promise. She knew he wouldn’t want her anymore. She would forget about him and never see him again.
For one year, the soldier wrote many letters—but she wouldn’t answer. He phoned her many times but she wouldn’t return her calls.
But after one year, the mother walked into her room and announced, “He’s back from the war.”
The girl shouted, “No! Please don’t tell him about me. Don’t tell him I’m here!”
The mother said, “He’s getting married,” and handed her a wedding invitation.
The girl’s heart sank. She knew she still loved him—but she had to forget him now.
With great sadness, she opened the wedding invitation.
And then she saw her name on it!
Confused, she asked, “What is this?”
That was when the young man entered her room with a bouquet of flowers. He knelt beside her and asked, “Will you marry me?”
The girl covered her face with her hands and said, “I’m ugly!”
The man said, “Without your permission, your mother sent me your photos. When I saw your photos, I realized that nothing has changed. You’re still the person I fell in love. You’re still as beautiful as ever. Because I love you!”

This story was so touch me... Is there any guy in this world who like that guy?? :p 
I think I have been naive about that >,< hahahahaha
But, there's still 1% chance over 100% boys in this world :p




Wednesday, 19 October 2011

it's worth :D


"Hi, I'm-"

"I know who you are."

"You do?"

"You're the guy who thinks he's invisible."

"I have a name-"

"It isn't important. Because you really don't think it's important."

"All right. Since we've started out this way, let me just tell you, I know you too."

"Yeah?"

"You're the girl who is broken."

"I am not broken."

"You're the girl whose eyes close every night and open the next morning, only to find you have never slept at all."

"I sleep well. Besides-"

"You're the girl who dreams of a happy ending even though she has seen seventeen...no, eighteen unhappy ones in her eighteen years."

"Happy endings are over rated. And you're-"

"You're the girl who wants something bigger, something stronger, just so the weakness in her body becomes something so much more."

"You don't understand weakness the way-"

"You're the girl whose heart broke when she was so young, and she fixed it back together with superglue, but cannot ignore the cracks."

"Superglue makes for a good companion, especially when-"

"You're the girl who runs away from love and is always up for a good fight because anger is the only emotion she can deal with without being hurt."

"A fight makes me stronger."

"You're the girl whose eyes shine only when they are as intense as they can ever be."

"And when is that?"

"When you're telling someone you know exactly who they are before they can even know your name."





Friday, 14 October 2011

it just untitled :P

The new semester has begun... I think it will be tougher than previous semesters... :(
But I believe I can pass it :) ameen...!!!
Unbelievable, It's been 2+ years since the first time I came here... All is just like an illusion...
Time goes so fast, and just fade away...
I didn't lie my self, I scared about future...
2 more semesters and I will go from this step of life already...
I hate to meet a new people, cause every meet always has farewell...
I hate the fact that I have to adapt again with new environment at future... :P
Every 3 years, I have to adapt with new environment, and it's getting worse since I was here...
I don't know how many times I have to face "adaptation" again! =.=''

Well, in fact I know it's a life...
And life is all about art, filled by creation...
Every unexpected things that happened in my life, is a miracle..
I have to say thank you for God...
Cause He let me feel the real life... :)
I respect what I have now...and I really thankful for everything in my life...
I have learned a lot, but I still have to learn again...
Hope someday I'll be wise enough to choose my fate...
We should not surrender with fate, but we fight for it :)
God bless you all ^^d




NOTE : GLEE 3 have available to download!!!! :P



SONGS for this week :






Monday, 10 October 2011

happiness in life :)

Finally, I'm back ^^
The holiday was over, I felt so upset...
I really love this holiday actually,
When finally I released all my stress, and try to accept my life... :)
Many things I have learned, especially "how to see happiness in life"
I might damn emo-ing for long time already...
I forced my self to stop but the result is zero... :(
But yesterday, when I delayed on my flight...
I have a lot time to think clearly...
What's happiness actually, and I found happiness is in my life already...
Lose people who I love the most, just made me couldn't accept the reality
My life that last time I thought as happiness, it might just part of a life's scene
I never can respect what I have that actually the real happiness...
How many times I tried to pursue, I still couldn't find it, cause that happiness actually is in my life...
- My parents, although  I couldn't communicate with my dad well, but they always be there...and never let me falling down :)
- Friends, all my hometown friends and Malaysia's friends that always support me...
- Last and the biggest happiness, I still have God who catch me back from the darkness... :)
I'm proudly saying that "YES, I'M HAPPY AND BLESSED"
If there's song "my life would sucks without u", I will change it to "my life won't sucks without u"
Feeling can't be forced, I won't force my self to forget forgive or anything...
I just want to experience my life :)
I don't want to take stress on study, love, career and life...cause today has its own difficulties, and so on...time goes on, at the end all people will die :p

Anyway, I want to show u some picts from my holiday ^^



Twins <3
besties <3
short hair is better for me :p
@ Jogja's hotel :p
Cafe du Chocolat'
Platinum Chocolate Fondue :)))
Kitty Lover ever <3