Parents, always know what the best for their children... They always know, who're the best to be together with their children in marriage life too... :)
Parents know, which one is good or bad for their children...
The problem is, they couldn't send their msg to their children perfectly, and made their children upset and angry only...
Become the only children, is the heaviest part for me in my family...
Cause their attention is totally for me...
Last time, I was crazy in love with a guy...
2 years I was in relationship with him... I went to Bali too with him. After we went back, suddenly my parents asked me to break up with him. No matter how I tried, my parents still didn't allow me to be with him, till finally we decided to have a backstreet.
Parents, have a strong instinct. They know I still together with him, and force me till finally we broke up.
I even didn't understand the reason, why?
But few months later, I found one by one what he did behind me... I started to realize what my parents have done for me, is the best for me.
Today, the history happened again, and I saw it just like a replay scene from other side of people's life.
Suddenly, I felt that God has slapped me to awake. He reminded me, how I really bad to my parents. Angry and upset to them, after what they have did for my best. Maybe, if I still continued with him, even until I married with him, I will regret until I die.
My parents never told me the reason why, it was because of they afraid I would sad and damn hurt.
Parents, have the feeling.... who will be the real couple for their children on future... Is a fact...!
God have chosen our soulmate, even when we haven't come to this world... And is the parents job, to help their children to find it :)
I just wish to communicate well to my parents, especially my dad. Since I was a child, I couldn't communicate with him normally as a girl and her daddy. Sometimes, I really jealous with other girls who can close with their dad. Even I jealous with my ex that my dad really like. Stupid? I know! But I just wish I was a boy, so I can communicate well with him... :(
FROM DEEP INSIDE MY HEART, I WANT AND WISH TO SAY...
I LOVE YOU, MOM AND DAD
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| CONGRATZ FOR YOU GUYS =) |
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| someday, we'll gather like this again ^^ |
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| try to sleep now :) Good night ^^d |