My friend asked me, why my face always faint and smile rarely =.=''
3 different people said me in almost the same period.
I realized that I have lost my smile since March 2010 a go.
I compared my pictures that I took before and after, it was so different.
I worried for many things that finally happened and didn't happen at all...
I felt my life was so sucks!
Since that time, I been a people who wasn't me...
I really lost in my mind.
March 2010 really affected my life until now...
I need my self back!
Met him is the biggest mistake in my life...
I tried so hard to believe in people
And finally I totally failed to believe in someone new who cured me from heartache which I got from him, and as the result it was just damn hurt both of us.
If I could return back the time, I would return to 2009...
It's the time when I ended a life and started a new life in here...
I was so happy, no worries, smile all the days...
The only problem that I had only my health was so terrible...
I skipped many class when I was still in IEP program.
Now, Who am I?
Wherever you are, I need you to come back, Ingga!
