It might be a biggest regret for me to live in my family...
I had to have a brother and sister, but my mom couldn't born them...
Many people said,
is the happiest thing to be the only child on the family.
In contrast, for me it's a biggest sadness...
Maybe it's right, All my parents love are just given to me,
but do people know how lonely I am...
People around me really made me jealous
They have brother and sister...
Let say,
My Mongolian friend, Temka. She had a great sister that super loves her...
She always accompany Temka wherever she goes, and always support her...
My senior, Deviani Angela. She had a great sister too...
Always help Devi, whenever she need helps...
My friends, Vivi. She had a fun sister, same typical as her...
My high school friend, Tiffany. She had a amazing brother,
He might not show her how he loves Tiffany, but yes he is!
Although I have many friends around me,
I don't know why I always be lonely
I scared to be alone...
I had felt it for 20 years,
I never have my own bro or sist...
Although I had a small bro, but actually he's my cousin, and I couldn't interact with him well...
My bro and sist,
could you guys see me?
I know is not fair cause mom could born me, but couldn't born two of you...
Although we never meet,
but I know I would love you guys so much....!
Since last time,
I set my mind to only have a boyfriend,
who could be my brother too...
But now I know it's impossible...
cause there is everlasting in this world...
My grandma died when I was in junior high school
I really love her, and she is my best friend...
She is the only best friend that I had last time,
Always accompany me played my toys when my parents were busy...
I miss you, grandma...
Do you with my bro and sist right now?
Please tell them I really want to meet them ToT
Anything happened, God have set our life..
Although I upset, but I'm sure
God never make mistakes....
