could I?

Yesterday was a hard day for me,
I tried to survive
Everything seems like my faults...
I really don't know...
What's my fault...

I really tired with everything that happened...
Could I end my life?
I guess not...
I still have dreams...
I need to make my parents happy
I still need to finish my degree
I need to meet my real happiness...
God, please help me
Help to solve my problems...
I really surrender all to U now...

I won't give up anymore...
I won't be a girl now,
I should grow to be a woman...
Independent woman :)