Hello Kitty's world

Today, I saw a shopping online sell this cute luggage bag!!! 

It's damn cute, and expensive =.=

Some more I just bought a hello kitty travel bag also!! ToT

I felt in love with Kitty since I was in junior high school ^^

I have a friend that Kitty and pinky holic...

She always use her Kitty accessories wherever she go...

And finally, she affected me as well...

damn cute luggage bag TT

I love Hello Kitty 'till now...

It has been 4 years ^^

For me, Hello Kitty is the cutest cartoon even if compare with Pikachu...

Honestly, last time I was a Pika-holic... 

When in secondary school, almost all of my stationary, clothes, etc are all about Pikachu

But now, I no more like it...

I don't know why suddenly :(

Pika is still cute for me, but Hello Kitty is the cutest ^^d

Kitty's authentic 

Kitty never out of fashion ^^

I wish I could be a president, and build a Kitty town ^^

HELLO KITTY, I LOVE YOU >.<"

niceeee :))))))

When one door closes,
another door opens
But we so often look so long
and so regretfully upon that closed door
that we do not see the ones that open for us

He opens the way
when the world seems end for me...
No angry
No sadness
No regret
anymore...
Is not because of I find the other to release my feeling...
But, I totally understand now...
Sometimes, life is not fair...
Broken heart and miserable feeling
sure will occur to someone's life

Currently,
I don't need a boyfriend
I don't need a romantic story
I just need my family
And the new life...
My journey started!!

Anyway....
I need to save money!!!!!
Something is waiting for me >,<
Hopefully my friends could remind me
to NOT WASTING MONEY =.=''

These days, I wasted quite lot ToT
For assignments, shopping online, Cotton On, Forever 21, and ESPRIT
I satisfied with my clothes that I have already
Actually I used this way was just to release my stress...
My closet doesn't have enough space for my clothes
and the most important thing
I LAZY TO IRON ALL MY CLOTHES =.=

INK, YOU REALLY NEED TO SAVE MONEY NOW!!!

could I?

Yesterday was a hard day for me,
I tried to survive
Everything seems like my faults...
I really don't know...
What's my fault...

I really tired with everything that happened...
Could I end my life?
I guess not...
I still have dreams...
I need to make my parents happy
I still need to finish my degree
I need to meet my real happiness...
God, please help me
Help to solve my problems...
I really surrender all to U now...

I won't give up anymore...
I won't be a girl now,
I should grow to be a woman...
Independent woman :)

first and last

1st. Suddenly I really want to go MOS!

2nd. I want to escape from all of my assignment!

3rd. No mood to do anything...

4th. No emo also =.=

5th. I didn't miss anything, even my childhood

6th. There is a guy make me interested.... @@ (but I think is a wrong guy)

7th. Sick!!! ToT Damn tired today

8th. I want to watch Glee season 2!!!!! 

9th. 1month 20 days :)

10th. Tiring, boring day!!!

super grateful :)

Thank God,

You give me strength 

You give me power

You give me this problem

I know Your plan is the best for me :)

Thank God,

You give me my friends

That always be there

Always accompany me

Support me

Entertain me

Thank God, 

You give me my parents

Although there were some problems appeared 

But they support me full...

They always give me what I wants and needs

Thank God, 

You give me 'him'

From him,

I could learn from mistakes &

I could be closer with You...
Thank God, You give me it
It's the reason
I could stand until now :)

You are the best God...!!

Now I know,

You never leave me alone

You always with me,in every seconds in my life...

There are many people who more suffer than me,

But someday, I believe

They will be healed too ^^

Day goes well :)

Today everything goes well :)

Smin's suggestion seems perfectly absorbed by my brain ^^

I start to recover...

Memories come back, but I save it deep inside my heart :)

It will be the sweetest memory, and I won't forget it...

I won't rush to be in relationship again...

I feel traumatic has come into me :(

Lucky, I still be able to love someone... 

Today, I went to Seremban, to find fast food restaurant for assignment :p

We need to find the manager and interview... 

Honestly I really don't know this time our lecture will reject it again or not

She has rejected our works for 2 times TT

Now, only can hope she wants to accept it...

Really "ma fan" assignment!!!!!! 

After went to that restaurant, we went to Seremban2 Jusco,

A place which fulled by memories AGAIN...

lucky, I didn't emo at all.... :)

In contrast, I was so happy!

I could buy new high heels shoes XDDDD

New shoes :))))

Cherish my mind :)

no more emo :p

with VIVI

Vivi's and mine XD hen wu liao! ><''

Tomorrow will become mc in orientation day :p

I'll try my best (to keep silent XDDDD) hahahaha...

Smin will kill me if she reads my blog! lol

don't worry, be happy :)

Just now, I had discussion with Smin and A be...

Smin is my classmates, my senior, and also my president of society...

I called her as Professor today, cause the English that she used was kinda Expert English language...hehehhee (my English is totally Manglish-Malaysian English! is hard to change to normal English already) XDDDD

Our discussion was really fun, we made some jokes, and we talked bout society's matter too...

She also suggested me the correct way to be survive... :) thanks a lot Smin ^^

I'll try my best to cherish my self, and become independence...

By the time, I will be fast recover :)

"Just let go the things that want to go, if they're fated to be yours, they will be yours forever. If not, just go through it, and believe you'll get the best"

Thanks to Smin and A be for today <3

handphone??

The list bellow shows the type of handphone that I had since 9 years a go XD lol

Samsung R220i => my first handphone >,<

Nokia 3530 => My first color screen handphone :p

SE K500i => My bday present, but suddenly someone cheated it in mall :(

SE K508i => my mom bought for me to replace my K500i TT

My first Walkman phone , damn cool features!! W550i => again, my friend cheated it

W300i, to replace W550i TT

Nokia 7610, the coolest style that time, I dropped it in swimming pool TT

Nokia 5300 => the first walkman phone for Nokia =.=

The expert style for 5300 => Nokia 5610 damn cool also!

Nokia e63 (present) => present from my parents  for high school graduation

SE W350i => I bought for my second number in Malaysia, but it was broken TT

My first blackberry, I love it but i hate the trackball! BB 8900 Javelin

My current BB, Onyx => honestly, I prefer my first BB TT

actually there were some handphones that I had, but I forgot the type... hahahahaaha XD

big decision in life :)

Today, I have made a big decision for my life...
I wont be a Christian Protestant anymore...
I'll stop to be a Christian Protestant..
It such a tired life to live with it...
I'll choose to be a truly God believer, without any rules...

Just a simple history that happened in me last time,
I was a Catholic, and finally I realized that I didn't find passion and purpose of life at there...
Then, I moved to Christian Protestant that usually we called as Kristen...
I find my passion and fire of life at there!
I was so happy and satisfied at the FIRST TIME...

Suddenly, I found so many upsets, hurts, and disappointed from there
Of course is not about the religion, I talked bout "the people"
For what people show off bout their religion, but their daily act isn't show the correct attitude
Honestly, It's enough for it...

Today, I went to Catholic Church for the first time after 4 years a go...
I saw the humbleness that long time I didn't see...
I saw my God hanged, hurt, and suffered at that cross...
And now I know, I don't want to live in the cage anymore...
I tired to see many people that shout God's name but their act even more cruel than evil...
"nobody perfect" those words that I tried to memorize everytime, when I found another cases that made me more tired.
And it becomes their alibi to cover their fault too...
Hello, actually when ppl said that they are not realize they have did something wrong!

Now, I just want to believe in God...
For me there is no differences between Catholic and Christian Protestant anymore
I will praise Him, with the way He wants me to do...
I'll go to Christian & Catholic church...
But I still a Christian, and I proud to be it, it doesn't matter with ideologies...
I just believe that Christian should be one, together praise Him...
with humbleness like Catholic has, with full of fire and passion like Christian Protestant has...
So, sorry my church friends...
I won't do any prophetic activities like you guys did anymore....
I just don't want make it looks like astray from the real Christian....

Please, be a God soldier, and act as it...
Not only in church... :)
Like today's homily
I'll try to forgive all people who hurt me
Deep from inside my heart...

melting ♥

Recently, I like Derrick Hoh!!
He's a Singaporean Singer, but a bit looks like Korean :p
I love his voice!!
All his songs are really nice, and meaningful!!
Melting!!

You guys should try to listen these songs :

damn niceeeeeeeee!!! I love him!!!! ♥♥♥

today's gallery XD

Happy day...lol XD

I went to KL with Belinda, Ivan, and Wilson

REFRESHING!!!! >,<''

Mampet Be ~~

See how hyper active they are! lol XD

Hmmm....many things happened today...

We planned to watch movie, and we bought the tickets already,

Suddenly the tickets were drop at don't know where...

We were quite panic at that time...

Therefore, we tried to get back our seats.

Lucky the cinema officer was so kind!! 

He let us came in the movie, and told him if got people who sit at that place...

As result, we could process it :)

The guys who took the ticket could be drove out :p

We successfully watch PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!

It was so NICE!!!!! ><''

Very recommended movie!! ^^d

two thumbs up for this movie! d^^d

After that, we went to foot reflexology massage for one hour

We released out tired...!! ^^d

Tired after hyperactive :p

IT'S A FUN DAY !!

He's beautiful

These days, I can't stop to watch "He's beautiful". He's beautiful is a Korean drama that was booming in 2010. Park Shin Hye, and Jang Geun Seuk have cheated my heart from their acting... >,<


Go Mi Nyu is a sister-in-training. Her twin brother Go Mi Nam successfully auditions for the musical band A.N.JELL but is forced to leave for the United States to correct a botched plastic surgery. Mi Nyu is approached by Mi Nam's manager to pose as Mi Nam while he recovers. She is against it at first but agrees in order to fulfill her dream of finding their mother. Now, posing as Mi Nam, Mi Nyu enters the group A.N.JELL and meets its members: Hwang Tae Kyung, Kang Shin Woo and Jeremy.

Handsome and Pretty <3

By the way, luckily today I'm not emo-ing ^^

Hope tomorrow will be a good day :)

Night everyone ^^

crazy

finally, I have settled all uni matter!!!

it's time to relax a bit >,<

Today, took picts like crazy with a be =.=''

try to imitate IVAN >,< lol

me again ><

IVAN hen wu liao ToT

I'm gonna miss u guys >XD