10 little things

10 little things that I like :
1. JYH <3
2. fams and friends ^^
3. beach & garden
4. movies
5. taking photos
6. holiday!!
7. Facebook-ing and blogging
8. shopping
9. hang out
10. books (except my subject's book :p)

10 little things that I hate :
1. guy who forgets his promises
2. Chinese medicine
3. Error phone
4. stupid internet line
5. my dad's anger
6. Dangdut (type of Indonesian music)
7. Dewi Persik
8. forced to be others
9. traffic jam
10. friends who betrays me

weddie :)

Schedule of the day : SALOON-ING & CULINARY TOUR-ING !!!

Today, I went to Tommy Saloon with Fang2 with purpose to cut my hair a LITTLE BIT =.='' (just to make it tidy). My new hair model was so unexpected... :( I don't want short hair, but I thought the guy was misunderstood. I asked for straight-cut hair, but he trimmed my hair till this short... ToT
At first, I was quite regret of my decision to cut my hair again, but now I like it...
It looks fresh and tidier :) Try something different isn't wrong right? wkkkk XD

no more straight fringe :(

is it too short?? =.=''

After that, we went to new cafe nearby S2, called Cafe du Chocolat'
The main menu sure is chocolate based, so we ordered Chocolate Fondue Platinum (Banana, Marshmallow, Cake, and Stick Crackers dipped in the melted chocolate)
It was so nice and yummy!! >.<''
We also ordered Dark Chocolate 70% as our beverage :) and for lunch, we chose Fried Rice and Spaghetti :)


Not forget to share recommended songs for this week :)

what's left??

Finally I'm home-ing!!! Feel free in my own home :D

But there's a thing that still disturbs my mind ToT haiiizzz.... 

I did many activities to forget it...!! XD

Thanks God, I'm getting better now :D

Today, there was someone who said "I LOVE U" to me...

And for me, it just a bullshit!! lol I don't believe in love for now...

So what if you have "the face", so what if you so rich...

Your money isn't yours...LMAO.

I don't care you're serious or not, but I'll join your game...!! hahahaha XDD

OK, let's forget bout the LOVE DRAMA (again!)...

Continue to my activities during my holiday,

Finally, I could meet my old friend Icha!! Long time didn't see her...!! As I remember, last time I met her was 1 year a go... She studied at Singapore, while I was in Malaysia :( Miss you so much my dear, Icha!! She's my senior in my high school, my friend in church, and friend for sharing :D

Today, I went out with Fang2...as usual, we went to mall and took our dinner at special restaurant :D

We were dinner at Harapa, a Thai Restaurant with unique concept... I really like this restaurant...but the price was so "wow" lol...(guess by ur own!)

Btw, I spent this holiday with unusual ritual :p

Usually, I would like to go everywhere, really less at home...

But this time, I like to spend my time at home, watching my Korean dramas, Taiwan dramas, action movies, I even re-watch Huan Zhu Ge Ge... lol... I just really like it >,<''

It's more than 10 year old drama... XD

Not only that, I also spent my time with home treatments :D long time already I didn't take care of my body..

Now the time is coming, I have to take care of my body, and also my healthy ^^

Ichaaaaa <3

W/ Fang2...miss cerewet :p

Harapa's concept :D

take picture while there's ntg to do :p

Learning :)

I feel so tired these days...!! I have been working since Tuesday!!

Every morning wake up at 4.30 am, and finish at 6.00-8.00 pm... ToT

My leg damn painful now =.=''

Me and my friends are working for the Food Hotel Malaysia (FHM 2011) event...

We should take care of the competition, and make sure all the things is going well :P

Although this is tiring, but I think it's good enough for me to learn something new...

Suddenly I interested to be a barista :P

Making the proper coffee looks so complicated, not so easy as we usually do (powder +hot water) ^^

Cause of barista competition, I like the smell of the coffee now :)

I have plan to taste and differentiate the taste of each type of coffee when I'll go back to Indo...

There are some participants were using Indonesian coffee..,even Starbucks also use it; so I think Indonesia's Coffee is good enough for first-timer like me :p

Time flies so fast, finally I will go back to Indo again...

I just hope that I can finish all awkward feeling tomorrow, before I fly back to Indo...

I just want to relax and enjoying my holiday...

Without any sadness, and pressures :) 

Thanks for someone, who indirectly support me...

"LET IT BE", I'll try my best :)

I'm going to be OK already, I won't stop at the middle :)

No Air

First time I heard this song, I straight away love it...

The original song sang by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown, it's gorgeous!! ><''

These times, I felt in love with it again!! I watched Glee and they sang it with their version :D

It's damn nice !! (Well, so many songs that I said super nice, is it? XDDD)

I just can't live without music and songs >,<''

This song also has romantic meaning...

" You just take my breath away ^^ "

No Air - Glee Cast

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air - No
No air, air - No
No air, air - No
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air - (Uh - oh)
Can't live, can't breathe with no air - (No - No)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/no_air_lyrics_glee_cast.html
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep - (So Deep)
Tell me how you gonna be without me - (Without Me)
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe ( Breathe - No - No- aha)
It's no air, no air (No - No)

I'm not geek but I'm GLEEK ^^

silly day...XD

Today, I escaped from boredom in college...
I went to BB, Midvalley, and Seremban with Vivi, Gerry, and our new friend Sisca :)
@ BB, we had our breakfast + lunch at T-Bowl restaurant...
I really interested with the concept of restaurant :)
Is all about toilet and bathroom :P
It's really unique and creative ^^
The food that they offer also really attracting >,<''
After we had finished our meal, we went around BB area...
Actually, we were quite boring already with BB...lol XD
Next destination is Midvalley, it's actually just to find things that we need to bring back to Indonesia :)
And lastly is Seremban, Sisca's home :)

My breakfast + lunch ^^ superrrrr cuteee <3

3 of us :)

The porridge in toilet bowl :p

My cute Oreo Blended <3

The photographer + driver + mechanism :P

w/ Sisca :)

In front of T-bowl :)

at 1st time, I thought he's really human :P

Toilet or chair???

Hey, btw we had a little problem when we would go back to Nilai :(
The tire of the car leaked, so we were stuck at there for few moments :P
Luckily, we found the additional tire >,<!! and there was security who helped us... :) thanks uncle :)
This time, Gerry became the hero... LMAO XD
He fixed the tire until his face fulled by sweat :PPPP
Thanks Gerry :) lol

LMAO XDDDDD

well beyond the end :)

A FRIEND IS A FRIEND WELL BEYOND THE END BECAUSE A FRIEND LIVES IN THE HEART AND IN THE SOUL WHICH TURNS INTO SWEET MEMORIES WHEN YOU FALL APART AND LOOSE CONTROL A FRIEND IS A FRIEND WELL BEYOND THE END BECAUSE A FRIEND SHARE A GOOD CHEERS THROUGH SADNESS AND TEARS LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A FRIEND HERE A FRIEND IS A FRIEND WELL BEYOND THE END BECAUSE A FRIEND IS THERE THROUGH SORROW AND PAIN LAUGHTER AND SMILES BECAUSE AT ANYTIME A FRIEND CAN BE THERE -Bruce-

I hate farewell much!! I hate the feeling to be apart :(
But I just believe, God always has thousands of plan in our life...
He will change all sadness, all sorrow, become happiness... :)
We just need to have faith and wait :D
Friends, see you all again soon :)
Good luck for your new stage of life...Ganbatte!!!

Smile as uaual :D

Btw, I don't know why I'm super moody now... 1 hour for emo-ing, 1 hour for melting, 1 hour for movie-ing :P Melting not because of Jung Yong Hwa or Jang Geun Suk anymore... But suddenly, I remember bout someone Singaporean... (not my ex of course :P) I met him at DSA, he was so polite... XD He talked with me by using Chinese language cause he thought I'm local Chinese... :( Then he had short conversation there... :) <3 But still, my heart need to have long holiday now...lol XDDDDD No need to rush, cause He already prepared my "one" :) Same things with you all who had broken heart, let time heals your heart... It might super difficult, but someday I believe it will be works :)

It's dawn :)

Yesterday, I was so thankful...

Seems God didn't allow me to be sad and emo-ing in college :P

Cause yesterday actually the 'date' of so many memories... :(

So, yesterday I had a short shopping time at Midvalley :)

Not as usual, we went there late, so we could go back late too...

Ink & Vi

Fong Lye Taiwan Restaurant :)

Starbucks-ing ;D

New recipe!! Creme brulee machiatto :DDD

I love cheong-sam looks like >.<''

Room-ing again =.=''

Love these stuffs!!!

I also bought Korean Drama's CD "Tree in Heaven" and S.H.E DVD Concert...!!

For information, I'm a big fans of S.H.E, especially Ella ^^

I really like their songs... >.< Since I was in elementary school until now... :p

And for the drama, I bought it was because of I'm starting like Park Shin Hye :)

She has natural pretty, nice voice, and perfect acting >,<

I admire her!!! Now, I'm planning to have Korean language class on next semester :P

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Finally, I finished all of my exam... >.<'' I was so happy of it!! XD
Now I just can surrender all to the God...at least I tried my best already...
Let Him give me pass all the subjects,
and start my new life on the next semester :)
Now, I will do nothing at here again 'till almost end of the month...
There are things need to do again ToT so I couldn't back to Indo today :(
Nevermind, I will refresh my mind here... :)

Btw, ytd is Mooncake festival...
This year I might not celebrate with my family...
But thanks to Yi Jin, help me bought nice mooncakes from Baker's Cottage:)
So I could celebrate it with my friend ^^
Happy MoonCake festival :)))

Anyway, I really in love with Korean drama now!!!!
Especially Paradise Ranch and Heartstring... ><''
I recommend you all to watch these two dramas...
Jung Yong Hwa makes me melting <3 <3 <3
He's so handsome, and has a nice voice...
His character at Heartstring also guaranteed could make girl fall in love with him!!
He also match with Park Shin Hye... Cute couple, but still...I prefer Park Shin Hye with Jang Geun Suk!!
If you guys want to see their acting, you also may watch He's Beautiful, there is triangle love between Jang Geun Suk - Park Shin Hye - Jung Yong Hwa <3
Don't forget to download their soundtrack songs :) all songs was so touching!!

You can try to listen this songs :
Without Words - Park Shin Hye ( He's Beautiful )
Promise - ANJELL ( He's Beautiful )
As ever - ANJELL ( He's Beautiful )
What Should I do - Jang Geun Suk ( He's Beautiful )
Because I miss u - Jung Yong Hwa ( Heartstring )
I will forget you - Park Shin Hye ( Heartstring )
Banmal Song - Jung Yong Hwa ( Heartstring )

Shin Hye & Geun Suk ^^

Shin Hye & Yong Hwa

no one knows...

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Holla!!

Finally I'm posting blog again!! heheheh XD

These days were so messy for me... :P

Suddenly all things are making me tired and drown again...

Lucky it just happened for few days...

Some more it was getting worse when my final exam came in 3 days in orderly ToT

Super stress...!! I was kinda blur during first exam...

Now I just can surrender it all to God, and prepare for the next exam :D

Wish me luck guys!!

Lately, I found that I was misunderstanding bout something :(

Condition changed me a lot...

Now my turn to change the condition...not to let condition change me again :)

Thanks for people who always remind me & comforting me...

I also find that my God...always a great God...full by love... <3

And it will never change, now and forever...

For someone if she might read this blog,

I remind you... I don't want being fanatic Christian like you...

God teaches us to love every people, even he/she has different religion with you...

For me, it's not the problem for me to go every religion's place to worship... It calls respect...not cheat my own God. 

Whatever you want to say to people, is up to you... Please look at mirror before you saying me :)

Ok, stop to talk bout religion matter, cause for me this thing is enforceable :P

Anyway, I wanna show you guys something, I was happy for getting these 2 stuffs :)

One is Juicy Couture Parfume from my mom, and one is cute clay stuff from my uncle...lol (unbelievable he could buy thing for me :P I thought he only would angry & scold me :PPPP)

<3 this so much!!!!!!!

I like this too : C'est La Vie

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ENJOY ^^ Hv a nice weekend :)

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Ok, finally now I know everything...
My eyes definitely opened already...
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that's the only words in my mind now... :(

these weeks, so many facts have opened... my brain damn fully now, and blur....
It's really dangerous for my exams.... ToT
So many things that made me upsets, saying me lying, actually themselves who lying!! Two faces!! Looks so nice and kind, so comforting people, but inside is damn cruel...
Tired with this matter, I don't want care anymore.,.
Just believe that karma always exist...
Someday, I'm sure the condition will turned to opposite way :)

Now I'll face my exam
Wish me luck guys...
Hopefully I wont blur later :)

J'aime P Island ^^

Finally, I went back from my holiday...
This holiday was so amazing when we were at Penang!!
I went to so many fun place >,<'' Penang is just beautiful and peaceful!
Unfortunately, the weather was so bad at that time, so we couldn't go to some hills... =.=''

Thai Temple

Botanical Garden

Toy MUSEUM ^^

View from my room :)

My cutie cousin

Flamingo Hotel ^^

I love heritage themes in Penang <3

My holiday totally changed since we arrived at KL...
Maybe I was boring with the situation already and I felt we wasted a lot of times... >.<''
But thanks to my mom, she bought me many things... ^^d

HK's ring that I bought in shopping online, my mom brought it here :P

Now, the only problem is just STUDY!! 3 days left to the first exam, and I don't have mood to study at all...
Just hoping for miracle now ToT It's getting worse cause I got flu again =.='' why so many problem! ToT

@ Nilai Spring