I don't know what is this feeling, and I don't want to know.
I'm tired to cry and I'm tired to be hurt
People asked why I'm not willing to open heart, to be true I also don't know the answer.
I just know that I unable to accept new people in my heart, at least for now.
It's been years, I don't know why sometimes I would recall those memories.
You've changed, but you never admit it.
I don't love you. I lovED the old you.
I can confirm that I have no any feelings toward you already,
but why those words which came out from you a month ago is still affecting my mood so much.
I'm stupid, I know it.
I thought being a normal friend with you was a right decision.
Yes It was a right decision! But just for a few months.
Suddenly, this friendship just made me hate you more and more.
Where are you! Where's the old you!
I don't want talk about past...
Why you had to bring up that old scar again?
Do you know how struggle I was to get up again?
I think, you will never ever know
PS. For someone who might read this post (Mr.Know it all, but actually don't know at all), I don't need your advice. Stop acting like you know me so well. I know what you did behind me, so please stop pretending to be an innocent guy. I won't ever pay my trust on you anymore. You asked me why I don't want to talk to you. Now I hope you understand why (or maybe you still want to stay at your "innocent'' state of mind). Anyway, please allow me give 1 advice for you. Stop playing girl's feeling, just like what you have done to some1. Don't ever challenge me, cause I will prove it to u.
